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had career seminar . went for healthcare industry / research . wanted to escape when i found out the first speaker was going to talk about medicine . haas . but didn't lah . second speaker talked about nursing . luckily the third speaker was from nyp and talked about occupational therapy [ and other stuff ] . then went to walk around the booths . many thanks to irene for accompanying me =D

was stoning away in the canteen . had extra long break . was sitting so close to him lah ! but didn't have camera =[ haas . he was reading deathnote and he had this very serious look on his face . lols . i want to read deathnote ! irene says she's going to get 8 people to buy one book each for my birthday =D lols . wonder how many books there are going to be . for now there's book 1 courtesy of irene . not she give me de lah . lend de =D

farewell assembly . haas . for i don't know what reason i felt touched . haas . think it was after they played a video with ' a moment like this ' as the background music . i can't help but feel like crying when i hear that song . have no idea why . that song has no special meaning for me leh ... oh wells . hms . life will be different without the j2s around though . was already feeling the strangeness when they had their break after prelims . hais . next year it will be us [ if i get promoted ] . all the best for their ' a ' levels ! =D

went to lot 1 mac with irene . haas . was deciding whether to join next year's orientation 1 . in the end decided not to due to various reasons i shall not mention here . but realised that O1o5 was real fun ... left quite an impact . sort of . haas . have no idea why . just hope that i don't regret not joining O1o6 =X

went to see ' twisted ' by the finger players . saw him at city hall . didn't know he was going . lols . was quite shocked to see him lah . had this weird feeling when i saw him . can't give a name to the feeling though ... zombiefied le mah . was sitting next to sherman . he was with his girlfriend . lols . the show was ... okay lahs . liked the lines a lot though . and the puppets =D haas . saw andrian pang and his wife 0.0 they went to see ' twisted ' too . went home with yinghui and xianming . was trying to finish alice 19th so can pass to juat . she's scary when she reads . haas .

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haas . did project work . at my house . finished written report . left oral presentation . yay ! soon we can throw pw and cpt away =D haas .

was watching zhou ri 8 dian dang on channel u just now . k one ! not that i'm interested in them . just interested in liyang =D realised he's quite ... tall . compared to the rest of k one . haas . usually like the shorter one in groups for example tony of 5566 . lols . he really looks like liyang ! lols . haas . have this photo of liyang in my phone =D can't help smiling when i see it . haas .

think we can get back our papers next week ... can't wait . then i can decide whether to slack or to study like mad . but will still have to study during the holidays even if i get promoted lah . my foundation is just not there . and i still have not decided whether to drop chemistry or fmaths . guess i'll decide only after i get back my papers .

hope we're going to do fun things during pe . haas . ultimate frisbee ! hope we'll follow our old schedule loh . outdoor cooking on week 10 =D haas * hopes real hard * don't know when co will be starting again ... haas . sort of miss co .

so ... shall update soon lah . haas . been updating quite frequently . for now ... i'll just continue reading comics - jue dui nan you . courtesy of irene =] oh ! should have read joy luck club first =X haas . nevermind . shall be a bookworm and bury myself in books . must remember to treat them nicely . made from precious trees neh . lols .

* i know . you don't feel that way towards me . i don't feel that way towards you . i know . now .

* there is a hole in my soul that will never be filled . never .

* i wish i could fly . feel the lightness of my body . fall towards the earth but never touch it . not until i am tired of not feeling the weight of anything . then i would walk like i could fly . lightly , gently , with nothing in my heart .

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