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[ Oct. 13, 2006 ]

1st problem : tagboard .

2nd problem : links . some links are outdated . i have new links to add . i have no idea whether people mind me linking them [ because i have no idea whether they want me to read their blogs in the first place ]

i've been misunderstood .

i've misunderstood .

and thanks to someone's 'straightforwardness' ... although joseph [ lbk ] said to let all negative things end today , i can't seem to do it . i don't believe it's entirely my fault * note : i didn't say it's not my fault * i don't want to know where things will go from here .

i'm real bad at dealing with relationships . i have no idea who treats me as a friend and who i can treat as a friend . well . other than the few people who make it real clear that they care .

and i feel like i've lost a real good friend of mine .

i have no idea why i'm typing all this here . maybe it's because i've been reading other's blogs . which i said i shouldn't be doing . but .

anyways . i love my pjco juniors .

shall revamp stuff after 'a's .

jiayous and take care .

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