i have just realised that i am someone who doesnt give up easily .

well . at least not as easily as i thought .

staying online even though the pages were loading so slowly was something i had never done before .

hooray . i have just acquired more patience .

and self discipline .

i didnt play audition into the wee hours .

i should really reward myself .

somebody grant me the funds to do it .

my superman graychaw hurt himself ): i want his limited edition album but i cant bring myself to buy it .

somebody save me .